GE to Fanny [Mrs. Henry] Houghton, Geneva, 9 February 1850

Title

GE to Fanny [Mrs. Henry] Houghton, Geneva, 9 February 1850

Title

GE to Fanny [Mrs. Henry] Houghton, Geneva, 9 February 1850

Sender

George Eliot

Recipient

Fanny [Mrs. Henry] Houghton

Date(s)

  • 1850-02-09

Place

Geneva

Letter Content

GE to Fanny [Mrs. Henry] Houghton, Geneva, 9 February 1850
Text: Cross, 1, 244-246. MS: Sold at Sotheby's, 6 March 1934, item 440.
It is one of the provoking contrarieties of destiny that I should have written my croaking letter when your own kind consolatory one was on its way to me. I have been happier ever since it came. After mourning two or three months over Chrissey's account of your troubles, I can only dwell on that part of your letter which tells that there is a little more blue in your sky -- that you have faith in the coming Spring. Shall you be as glad to see me as to hear the cuckoo? I mean to return to England as soon as the Jura is passable without sledges -- probably the end of March or beginning of April. I have a little Heimweh "as it regards" my friends. I yearn to see those I have loved the longest, but I shall feel real grief at parting from the excellent people with whom I am living. I feel they are my friends -- without entering into or even knowing the greater part of my views, they understand my character, and have a real interest in me. I have infinite tenderness from Mme. d'Albert. I call her always "maman"; and she is just the creature one loves to lean on 886 and be petted by. In fact, I am too much indulged, and shall go back to England as undisciplined as ever.
This terribly severe winter has been a drawback on my recovering my strength. I have lost whole weeks from headache, etc., but I am certainly better now than when I came to Mme. d'Albert. You tell me to give you these details, so I obey. Decidedly England is the most comfortable country to be in in winter -- at least for all except those who are rich enough to buy English comforts everywhere. I hate myself for caring about carpets, easy-chairs, and coal fires -- one's soul is under a curse, and can preach no truth while one is in bondage to the flesh in this way; but alas! habit is the purgatory in which we suffer for our past sins. I hear much music. We have a reunion of musical friends every Monday. For the rest I have refused soirées, which are as stupid and unprofitable at Geneva as in England. I save all more interesting details, that I may have them to tell you when I am with you. I am going now to a séance on Experimental Physics by the celebrated Professor de la Rive. This letter will at least convince you that I am not eaten up by wolves, as they have been fearing at Rosehill. The English papers tell of wolves descending from the Jura and devouring the inhabitants of the villages, but we have been in happy ignorance of these editors' horrors. 887

Citation

George Eliot, GE to Fanny [Mrs. Henry] Houghton, Geneva, 9 February 1850, Complete George Eliot Letters(2026), George Eliot Archive, edited by Beverley Park Rilett. https://GeorgeEliotArchive.org, Accessed September 7, 2026. https://www.georgeeliotarchive.org/items/show/93497